Who am I, this question has been my friend for a long time, i have alway got different answers for this question. When i was young answer was He-Man later pilot . Some time i was an awesome friend and sometime i was a lousy student. Different age group and different answers. i can’t figure out exactly when, but i began to ponder deeper on this.
Your life is a search, you have to keep seeking.
Who am I.
Whatever the time but answer to this question was never satisfactory , alway like a thin disguise over something but what ? it was very hard to pinpoint it. However, in the hindsight i can see this forced me to seek the answer. i took unto books , meditation and often met with good genuine people. But the search continues.
Who am I.
There is a lot of philosophical content available, specially in upanishads which tends to answer this, Also some of the writers who influenced me Khalil Gibran, Radhakrishnan, J Krishnamurthy , Paulo Cohelo, Ayn Rand and a lot more. but all of it was pointing to a direction. i had to explore me, find out the answer. Every time i started looking at a direction i found it leads to somewhere but not towards me. it seemed path is really long and in that walk you lose focus. You start observing things around and suddenly you are lost again.
Who am I.
Recently something got me thinking again. You are what other perceive of you, wait a minute, no. You always see yourself from others perspective. i think most of the time its people around you who define you and give meaning to you , I don’t know.. is it true?
I think its your interaction with the world around that defines you continuously, not entirely but its part of the process. I am saying this because i don’t know the answer to the question. What will happen if you are all alone in the world ? how will you define yourself who are you then? Rightnow you are a wonderful friend but you are a lousy son , you are spiritual or religious , you are kind or maybe you are an angry person , but whatever it is, its all related to your interaction with the society, its how others see you and in turn how you see yourself . But is it right ? or its just one aspect of you.
Who am I.
A person’s truth is so simple, that most ignore it to concentrate on what they think are deeper truths.
What is the truth, i know the sun is truth so is ocean . But what about you. You are a great friend and at the sometime you are bad lover. You are honest but at the same time you lie. You see all these are based on your interactions with the people , scenarios and perspective. There are so many perspectives to every single situation and each one is true in its own standing. However there is one true perspective that is yours, your brain has accepted it and its is your truth. But I see a problem with that , its just a perspective and it changes as well. Its the result of conditioning of your brain that depends on your upbringing and society you live in. The truth can be simply changed by the way you accept it.
Who am I.
I don’t know, its me who is writing this, its me who is thinking this.
Who am I.
you are what you think you are…
Who am I.
and search continues…